Current mood: accomplished
It has officially been two weeks since i left SC. I think i'm handling myself well. There are good hours and there are bad hours. I knew i would miss my nephews, but i didnt think it would affect me this much. Sometimes i just lie down and think about what they're doing or what new things they're saying and how i'm missing everything. It's hard when you've been there from the beginning, watching them grow from babies to lil boys. They always knew how to cheer me up. Now when i talk to them on the phone, they ask me when i'm coming back (well the two oldest do) and why i'm not there. The two smallest don't know what's going on but i still talk to them anyway. I always tell them i love them and i'll visit soon. Plus, they know i'm gonna spoil them rotten when i get a job. That's the first thing Jacobe asks, " Cody, did you get a job yet?" Lol (that's my babii)
The good news is i may have a job, which i'm so happy about. It gives me something to do and a chance to meet new people. I go for my second interview in about 14 hrs so i hope it goes well. I've been filling out applications and sending in resumes left and right, but with this job i had connections so we'll see. I think having a job will make me spend less time dwelling on my nephews every second and just worrying about me (which is what i came here for). I'm learning my way around a little bit. I'm walking downtown up these two really leg-hurtin hills. I hate those hills but oh well they get me where i'm going. Most times i stay in the house or go to my Aunt Trancey house, but i'm trying to get out more. It's a struggle but i'm taking it one hour at a time.
I miss and love everyone. Wish me well and i'll wish you well also (even if you dont wish me well lol). I got so much love for ya.
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